*kalau tak faham lagi , aku tak tahu lah nak cakap apa =='
Takpe dah biasa....
At last,memang akan jadi macam ni...
Aku tahu laa...
At the end,memang aku terpaksa hidup seorang diri :-|
Sbb takde satu bende pun yg akan tetap kekal dalam dunia ni kan...
Relax laa..sbb bile aku da
mati nanti ,dalam kubur...confirm kene duk sorang2 jgk...confirm takkan ade sesiapa nak teman aku dgn masuk sekali dalam kubur sama2 dgn aku,walaupun org tu ada ckp kat aku masa aku hidup kat dunia yang dia sayangkan aku...ape bole buat...terima je laa..
walaupun perit :'(
Tak tahu ape yg aku fikir skrg...tapi pe yg aku ckp ni mmg realiti hidup aku.
Malaz da aku nk taip...
Is it too hard to console me???
Sometimes all I need n want is someone who tell n show to me that they are really care about me...show that they are really loved me through all
Woman instinct,natural character! like to be consoled...especially by the one that they loved...not necessary to console at everytime,but please do that when you know she feel lonely,down to earth ,n especially when she is SAD ! So guys, is it too hard?!
so I'm wondering, is it too hard for a man to console a women???! Or a man ego is too high till they can't even console a women??! Especially a person that they say they loved....
Did you ever think about me?
REALLY think all about me rationally?
Think about me with your rational mind....
About all my negative character (that u think it is negative) maybe,
I'm a bit fussy?
I'm over protective about you?
I'm always moody?
I'm being selfish?
I'm a bit clingy?
I like to capture your attention?
I'm often being over-sensitive?
About why I love to know that if u really did care bout me?
About why I like to know if you ever missed me?
About why I like to know if u really did love me?
I'm a girl.....I'M A GIRL with such a fragile heart.
Think bout all my character that you don't like?
did u ever really try to understand me?
I'm not perfect. Perhaps nothing speacial bout me.
I know. You know.Everybody know that.
I have nothing. Just a sincere heart for you <3
I don't need much , just want you always be by my side.
especially whenever I need you the most.
A little of your precious time maybe.
Bcoz I'm really happy when I'm with you.
I don't know why I wrote this post.
because I just write bout what I've felt,and what I've think .
I'm sorry if I ever hurt your feelings.
I'm really sorry for everything.
you may felt that I don't understand you at all right...? but u know I've tried my best to understand bout your time.
but I think I've failed. I'm sorry. Because,
I'm just a normal human being with a fragile heart inside n im just a person with a lot of flaws .
|Just YOU 344 !!|
|Iloveyou....yesterday,today n hope for FOREVER!|
Redha itu ikhlas , pasrah itu menyerah .
|I HOPE FOR A MIRACLE TO HAPPEN IN MY LIFE~~~|
|I want you! Only you! I don't know whether you |
understand bout what I say or not.....or u just really don't get it of
what I really mean or u just like to ignore of whatever I already said to u....haihh
Hαri ni saya αdα ,
αwαk sαkitkαn hαti sαyα .
tαkpα lαh , sαyα mααfkαn .
Hαri ni sαyα αdα ,
αwαk buαt saya menαngis . tαkpα lαh , sαyα cubα pujuk diri sendiri . hαri ni sαyα αdα , αwαk tak pedulikan
sαyα . tαkpα lαh ,
sαyα αnggαp αwαk nαk uji sαyα .
BESOK bilα sαyα dαh tαkda baru αwαk rαsa erti kehilαngαn sαyα kan . takpa lah...dah nasib saya macam ni :')
-It's not fair,I have to shed my own tears everyday before I sleep :-(
-It's not fair ,I have to cry alone everyday :'(
-It's not fair, I always be the one who cares about every single thing...but unfortunately not even a single human in this world ever cared bout me...no one ever want to show that they are truly cared bout me... haihh
-ya,no one cares bout me...everybody are too busy of being selfish to theirself...
What a 'great life' I ever had...ermm
-I'm just can't do anything...I am feeling all alone :(
-When I am feeling down to the earth,nobody ever want to lend their hand to pick me up...sad...ya..really sad...haha
-Nvm,maybe this is my fate...
let it be :-)
Sometimes its good to be SICK! THAT IS THE ONLY TIME , U WILL KNOW WHO IS TRULLY REALLY CARE ABOUT YOU!!!! When ur sick, that time only god will let u rest from thinking bout other useless thing...because at that time, u can only think bout the pain of ur illness!!!
Yes...YOU...you should know by now...
You always be the one that I love...
My dear 344,
No matter what happen in my future...I want you to know that I always appreciate all the things that you had done for me...when I'm sad...when I'm scared...when I'm sick...you make yourself to keep being with me through my up and downs...u still accept me even when I scold you for so many reason....even when I'm the one who wrong...u still willing to be here with me...by my side...I know it is hard for you to handle a person like me...a negative-thinker person...but u still try hard to manage that...to make me smile again. Thanks a lot♥
Our love may be teared apart for some reason...by some person...we may can't be together due to some reason...but yet I want you to know that...you are still n always be in my heart...I may can't have you in my arm...maybe I only can have you in my heart...u always lived in my heart...since the day that I told you that I love you...
Now,after all that we're going through....I lived with a little hope that we can be together in our future...we will be together,only if we're meant to be for each other. But if we're not meant to be with each other,we must accept that fate.I will always pray for your happiness.Smile always ya :-)
Thx a lot for still being here with me till now.I really appreciate your existence in my life.
That's all for today.
Thanks for reading :-)
Aku tulis ni sebab aku tak tahu bila aku akan pergi buat selama-lamanya dari dunia ini...jadi aku tulis sekarang...
Tolong maafkan segala salah dan silap aku sama ada ketika aku sedar atau tidak....tolong halalkan segalanya,makan minum, ilmu pengetahuan,masa kalian yang telah diluangkan untuk aku selama ini dan segalanya...jika aku ada hutang dengan korang,korang boleh cakap kat aku...in sya ALLAH,aku akan bayar....aku mohon maaf jika aku ada menyakiti hati sesiapa...aku hanya seorang manusia yang lemah...aku hanya insan biasa...redhakan pemergianku pada suatu hari nanti...doakan roh aku akan tenang di sana pada suatu hari nanti....hanya doa dari kalian semua yang aku harapkan...semoga ALLAH S.W.T akan sentiasa memberkati hidup kalian semua . Terima kasih kerana pernah hadir dalam hidup aku . Hanya ALLAH yang mampu untuk membalas kebaikan kalian semua .
Semoga kita semua akan ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 beriman pada suatu hari nanti .
In sya ALLAH...aminn...
Ikhlas dari ,
Nadia Bt Mohd Ishak .