Saturday, July 26, 2014

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Did you ever think about me?
REALLY think all about me rationally?
Think about me with your rational mind....
About all my negative character (that u think it is negative)  maybe,
 I'm a bit fussy?
I'm over protective about you?
I'm always moody?
I'm being selfish?
I'm a bit clingy?
I like to capture your attention?
I'm often being over-sensitive?
About why I love to know that if u really did care bout me?
About why I like to know if you ever missed me?
About why I like to know if u really did love me?
I'm a girl.....I'M A GIRL with such a fragile heart.
Think bout all my character that you don't like?
did u ever really try to understand me?
I'm not perfect. Perhaps nothing speacial bout me. 
I know. You know.Everybody know that.
I have nothing. Just a sincere heart for you <3 
I don't need much , just want you always be by my side.
ALWAYS.
especially whenever I need you the most.
A little of your precious time maybe.
Bcoz I'm really happy when I'm with you.

I don't know why I wrote this post.
because I just write bout what I've felt,and what I've think .
I'm sorry if I ever hurt your feelings.
I'm really sorry for everything.
you may felt that I don't understand you at all right...? but u know I've tried my best to understand bout your time.
but I think I've failed. I'm sorry. Because, 
I'm just a normal human being with a fragile heart inside n im just a person with a lot of flaws .

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Me.

Life is too challenging.
But I cannot have a rainbow without going through a litte rain .
" Nothing in this world lasts forever "
This is my life.
My story.
My blog it just like my diary.
May ALLAH always bless my life in future :')

Friday, July 25, 2014

Untitled

Did you ever think about me?
REALLY think all about me rationally?
Think about me with your rational mind....
About all my negative character (that u think it is negative) maybe?
Come ,let's imagine you 
 are in my shoes :-)
If u really think all of that rationally I'm sure you will find all the answer.

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Friday, July 18, 2014

Maafkan aku~

Maafkanlah aku bila aku melukai hatimu
Mungkin juga kita yang terlupa siapakah diri ini
Bila tiada lagi ku sedari kisah ini terhenti
Cubalah fahami cinta ini memerlukan kau dan aku
Tidak terdaya untukku menanggung rindu
Dan tidak terdaya aku melepaskanmu
Bila tersedar di atas kesilapan diriku
Ku lupakan semua dan kembalilah......





Just YOU 344 !!

Iloveyou....yesterday,today n hope for FOREVER!
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Thursday, July 17, 2014

Escapism.

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P-E-N-I-P-U!!!

Equal to a L-I-A-R!!!

A-K-U  B-E-N-C-I  P-E-N-I-P-U!!!

I HATE A LIAR!

DAMN YOU!

I MAY FORGIVE ,BUT NOT FORGET! (:

Chow!!

Real fact.


Aku benci orang yang hipokrit! Seseorang yang hanya tahu berpura-pura baik.
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Aku tak percaya sesiapa.....especially a liar n a betrayers! 

Once you lied to me,you can never get back my trust! 

Get out from my life!! 

DAMN YOU! =='

Take note- every human has their own patience limit !!



Wednesday, July 16, 2014

1 WORD, 4 ALPHABET~


WE ARE DIFFERENT,
DIFFERENT CULTURE, DIFFERENT BELIEF,
DIFFERENT RELIGION, DIFFERENT LIFESTYLE....
IT'S TRUTH!
MAYBE YOU CAN'T NEVER BE TOGETHER WITH HIM FOR FOREVER!!
Dear myself, please OPEN YOUR EYES....
dun KEEP DREAMING BOUT THAT IMPOSSIBLE THINGS TO HAPPEN.....
HAIHH....
REALLY HARD FOR ME TO ACCEPT THIS FATE!
WHAT A HURT FATE I HAVE TO GO THROUGH but nvm...
I will try to accept this fate with an open heart . 
I WILL STILL LOVE HIM  NO MATTER WHAT WILL HAPPEN.
If  we are ever meant to be for each other,we will be.

Redha itu ikhlas , pasrah itu menyerah .

I HOPE FOR A MIRACLE TO HAPPEN IN MY LIFE~~~


HOPE SO~



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Wednesday, July 9, 2014

TMTYH......


Dear someone,

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing <3  




I want you! Only you! I don't know whether you
understand bout what I say or not.....or u just really don't get it of
what I really mean or u  just like to ignore of whatever I already said to u....haihh

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Saturday, July 5, 2014

:(

Deep meaning,

Hαri ni saya αdα ,
αwαk sαkitkαn hαti sαyα .
tαkpα lαh , sαyα mααfkαn .
Hαri ni sαyα αdα ,
αwαk buαt saya menαngis . tαkpα lαh , sαyα cubα pujuk diri sendiri . hαri ni sαyα αdα , αwαk tak pedulikan
sαyα . tαkpα lαh ,
sαyα αnggαp αwαk nαk uji sαyα .
BESOK bilα sαyα dαh tαkda baru αwαk rαsa erti kehilαngαn sαyα kan . takpa lah...dah nasib saya macam ni :') 
#cp

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-It's not fair,I have to shed my own tears everyday before I sleep :-(
-It's not fair ,I have to cry alone everyday :'(
-It's not fair, I always be the one who cares about every single thing...but unfortunately not even a single human in this world ever cared bout me...no one ever want to show that they are truly cared bout me... haihh
-ya,no one cares bout me...everybody are too busy of being selfish to theirself...
What a 'great life' I ever had...ermm
-I'm just can't do anything...I am feeling all alone :(
-When I am feeling down to the earth,nobody ever want to lend their hand to pick me up...sad...ya..really sad...haha
-Nvm,maybe this is my fate...
let it be :-)